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EW1\berta7
05 Jan 2011
11:58:45 AM

Happy Birthday My Love. I hope you have a great day. I'm going to miss you the next couple of days. I hope you have a safe trip. You know I'll be crazy without you. love, B.

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Nov 2010
11:40:12 AM

Berta My Love, I'm just sitting here at the office just thinking about you and in desperate need of a LOOOOOOONG kiss. Can't wait to get off work and come home to you. I'll see you shortly. Love You Wife!!!

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EW1\sargeblh
22 Nov 2010
12:00:54 AM

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EW1\sargeblh
19 Nov 2010
09:23:20 AM

Good Morning Berta, Just thinking about you and I just wanted to somehow feel as if I'm talking you face to face, I guess this will just have to do for now. I'll be working till noon. I've cancelled all my calls today and I'm taking the day off. I've got to take a break from thw workpart of my life to concentrate on you and us. But I'm so in the dark about everything I do not want to do or say anything premature to make you feel like you are being pressured. I want to make sure I am here for you when you want me to be. I always have been here. So I'll just keep on smiling and try to get on with the work in front of me. But I'm taking a break today. I hope to talk with you. I really do miss our conversations of being happy. I'm thinking about finishing the other song I was working on before all of this happened. That will keep me mind and heart in check till I hear from you again. I love you dearly. -H

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EW1\sargeblh
19 Nov 2010
03:17:26 AM

Hey Babe, I couldn't sleep, so I finished the song for you. I put it on our page. Hope you like it. If you want it for your IPOD (Oh like I'm that good  :-o ) you can click on the link to play or download---> Our song for that Special Day ;-)  Love Me.

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EW1\sargeblh
18 Nov 2010
10:30:18 PM

Berta, I'm so sorry for what you had to go through by yourself. You held all of this inside you while I talked and acted as if everything was ok. I only wish that you could have let me in to help. It breaks my heart about all of this. You put so much into your little apartment. You are a much braver than me. I need that to rub off on me. Just when I thought I couldn't love you more, you do something that makes me love you more and more. It's hard to explain on this goofy webpage. But I didn't realize that you were hurting so much that you could hold all that in as to not hurt my feelings. That is a burden that would make most people crawl into a hole and hide. What upsets me about all of this is that everyone up there does not have a clue about how fabulous of a woman you are, You were put into a parental position at 15 years old and did nothing but raise children the rest of your adult life. You never once lacked with your love for those children. You worked your ass off for an allowance. So now all that I've seen since I've been back is the selfish stone throwers that only want to see themselves happy. They fail to see that it is your turn at that. With or without me in the picture it would not make any difference. They only see what they want to. That in my eyes is hateful. I'm so glad that you have the few good friends that I have met, that care for you deeply, and have threatened to , in so many words, to kick my but if I hurt you. Those are the friends that you need close to you. they will always have your back. I just pray that I haven't ruined my welcome with these friends. If those people who think I'm the cause of your unhappiness only knew how I would gladly give my life for you and our children, I think they would not be so self absorbed in their own needs versus the beautiful mother, woman and the one I love, who raised them to be the people they are today. That is ALL because of you. NO ONE ELSE. My biggest regret is that I never had the chance to experience you being a mother raising children, giving birth to are daughter, cutting the cord, being the first person the baby opens her eyes to. There is so much that I missed being without you. When I did in home service calls years ago, I use to watch the families eating dinner together, praying together ...just doing the neatest things together... I always thought of how you and I could have been. I've never could tell anyone the way I felt about this. I was so angry at the world for what had happened to me, I failed to realize that I was not the only one who was hurting. For that I'm very so. When I was told by someone there.... "Hasson? You're pathetic. This was all 30 years ago, so grow up and get over it....." They have never really been in love. They have no clue what it is like to have the life snuffed out of you as I did. But with the recent events, I have grown up out of my closed shell with what had happened back then. I can never forget it, but I will not let those memories put me back into that dark place that I have lived with my entire adult life. You are the woman that has lifted me out of that hole. I owe all of that to you. You probably don't know what I'm talking about, but God does. I will love you beyond my life here on earth. My love never dies. It just gets bigger. I have never stopped loving you. I'll be here if you need me. One final thing " YOU ARE A VERY GOOD PERSON, MOTHER AND FRIEND. YOUR VALUES ARE ALWAYS AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL. YOU HAVE NEVER PULLED AWAY FROM YOUR CHILDREN OR YOUR CHURCH. I HAVE THE SAME VALUES AS YOURS. I WOULD NEVER MAKE YOU CHANGE FROM THOSE. I HAVE ONLY BETTERED MY VALUES BECAUSE OF YOURS. You need to believe that. These values will only get stronger as we will together.... If this was meant to be.  Just remember one thing sweetheart, we have been apart for a long time and I am just beginning to learn about the things you love in life as you are in mine. We both have been through alot in our life. We can do this together. It is just so right. You shouldn't be punished for feeling good about yourself or for falling in love again. Good Night Berta Love -H.

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EW1\sargeblh
17 Nov 2010
11:37:58 PM

Tell her I Love Her! I'll wait here for her for when she is ready to say "I'm Ready".

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EW1\sargeblh
17 Nov 2010
11:12:01 PM

On it's way.Thanks

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EW1\berta7
17 Nov 2010
11:02:55 PM

Please resend that song to Berta.Please send it now.

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EW1\sargeblh
17 Nov 2010
04:47:00 AM

Hello Again my love. I'm still here and still up. I'm not giving up on you and I and US. I wanted you to know that I have been thinking about what the minister said about my situation, He said it was quite evident that I never had closure to the events 30 years ago. My main issue was with my anger at what happened and the cause. He opened my eyes to the truth about the reason I have this still eating at me. I never had the chance to talk to anyone about what had happened. It has affected everything including my personality. I could never talk about it to anyone because of the feelings that would overcome me. I never had an outlet for this. That is alot to hold in for that period of time. The main problem he pointed out was the fact that I had to "Guess" what had happened back then. I never really new the facts. To this day I only know alittle bit of what happened. I did find out about the lottery a few months back, but that did not bother me as much as the fact I was sent on a goose chase and that Ron told everyone that I just screwed you and left you to fend for yourself. The minister said that seemed to be the reason for the residual anger I have for him. I do not have an issue being cordial if he is around, but he has attacked me in ways that you could never imagine the pain that has caused me. I just never had the time or help from someone to help me get over it. You are the person for that job. He said that we should help each other deal with the past by only Looking Forward. There is no reason to look back. He said Life is full of challenges that will test our faith. The true love of the two of us will conquer any event of the past.... only if we are both open to each other. We both have alot to learn about each other and the needs of each other are not yet clear. It will never work without being open and truthful about what we are feeling. Berta... you and I have got to get out of the habit of not trusting others because of our past. If you do not tell me what may be bothering you about me, I will never get the chance to fix what I do not know was broke. I 'm terrible at reading minds. You need to be very open to me as I am to you. That is the only way we will be able to get to know each other again. We have both been through so much pain in our own lives , that we should not forget that those days are over. All of the distractions and events are gone. We are starting new and should start by breaking the old habits that we have been living for the 30 years. My habit is the holding of grudges from the past and my untrusting characteristic that I have. He seemed to think that yours was the environment that you were forced into at such an early age which continued to the present day and you have not had a chance to experience any other part of life that was out there. After 30 years of these events those habits die hard. It is up to you and I to break those habits together. I have made the biggest steps to let you see that I am willing to adjust my entire self being to make myself more of the man that you knew me as.... Happy with Life, Fun and Loving. I just never had the chance to close that chapter until now. You did that for me and didn't even know it. I need to do that for you now. I have change my church from Catholic to the Church of Christ. Not only for my reasons but for you and I. I want to share everything with you. I want us to do the things that we talked about earlier. We really need this. We really need to be happy again. I only see myself happy with you be my side. I do not know of any other way to say it. I will remind you everyday of our lives together that there is such a thing as a perfect couple in you and me. We just need the chance to do this. I will do anything that will make you comfortable with the situation that we are in now. Please do not give up on me and US. Just think we will be able to have fun learning about each other again. No pressures to bring us down. "There will be ups and downs, but with you to wrap my arms around I'm sure.. We'll hold on tight and won't let go.... Because We've Got A Good Thing !!!!" And you are worth every battle that I will have to face to get you back in my life and me back in your heart. The Love I have for you is something that you have never experienced and I want to have that second chance to show you. That I'm the real thing and we can make life fun to live again. Goodnight my love. I'll talk to you as soon as you can. Sweet Dreams.

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EW1\sargeblh
16 Nov 2010
01:19:28 PM

My life is not worth living without youin it Berta. It is 30 years ago all over again. You have just up and disappeared with out a trace. Leaving me with "WHY?????". I got soooo much to tell you!!! I can't sleep, eat or breathe since Saturday. I deserve a second chance to prove myself to you. You once told me that you have never felt so comfortable when you were with me in covington. WHAT HAS HAPPENED ???? WHY AM I BEING PUNISHED FOR LOVING YOU??? I've got so many unanswered questions. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CALL ME. I'll come to you wherever you are. We can go away anywhere you want!!!! All I know is you love me as much as I love you. THIS IS NOT HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE. PLEASE CALL ME MY LOVE MY BERTA , Hasson

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EW1\sargeblh
15 Nov 2010
11:15:36 PM

I so miss your voice at night

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EW1\sargeblh
15 Nov 2010
11:07:33 PM

Wherever you are at tonight....I hope you are ok and I want you to know that will be waiting for you to come back to me. I will wait forever. YOU ARE WORTH IT TO ME. I KNOW WHO I AM AND I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I'M HASSON AND YOU ARE ROBERTA. WE LOVE EACH OTHER. I KNOW YOU NEED TO BE YOUR OWN PERSON. THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT WE WE'RE DOING. WAS I TRYING TOO HARD TO ASSIST YOU? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?? I NEED TO KNOW. REMEMBER I LOVE YOU FOR YOU. MY LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING KNOWING I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO TOUCH YOU HOLD YOU AND STARE INTO YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES AGAIN. I PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU WILL FIND YOUR WAY BACK TO ME AND US WHEN YOU ARE READY. MY LOVE FOREVER! YOUR HASSON

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EW1\sargeblh
15 Nov 2010
02:49:51 PM

I never really had a chance to show you how to love us again.

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EW1\sargeblh
14 Nov 2010
10:47:09 PM

THIS IS NOT YOU!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT YOU !!!!! THIS IS NOT FAIR AT ALL !!!! WE WERE MEANT TO BE!!!! I WILL NOT GIVE UP LIKE I DID THEN!!!! THIS IS NOT YOU!!!! DAMNED ALL OF THIS!!!

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EW1\berta7
14 Nov 2010
08:54:35 PM

I want you to know I can never repay you for all that you have done for me. I don't know where to even start to explain what I'm going thru at this time in my life. The time I spent with you was wonderful and I would never change it. But, I feel like I am losing myself. I feel myself pulling away from my children and God. My faith and my family will always come first. I have been doing things that is just not me. I want you to know when I looked into your eyes and told you I love you I meant it. I never lied. You came back into my life at a time when I was hurting and I needed you. I want to thank you for being there. I never meant to hurt you again. I know it was selfish of me. I am sorry for hurting you a second time. I have to go away and find myself. When I came to Kentucky I only wanted to come to get closure with you. I didn't want it to be like before. You will always have my heart.

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EW1\sargeblh
14 Nov 2010
02:02:57 PM

Make NO MISTAKE.... I love you , I want you, I need you for you now the way you are now!!! Not from the past. I see you for NOW. I do not want you for yesterday. I do not want you to be like the past. I love you for you. I know people are telling you that I only love the memories of the past and I am trying to relive the past. That is bullshit. I allowed you back into my heart and soul because of just YOU. Not the past. You once told me that I now had the power to break your heart..... well that goes both ways, You have had that same power. All that there is in this world is you and me and tomorrow. At least that is what I was preparing myself for. I guess there is just me and tomorrow again. I'm not going to cry, beg and plead with you to believe what I am saying to you. I'm not going to say or do as I have done these past weeks to prove my love for you and what I am willing to give up for YOU as you are NOW not from yesterday, to try to influence you to wanting to be with ME now as I am. Life should not be this hard and cruel. I promised myself to never ever allow myself to feel like this again. As usual I have allowed it again. Berta .... I LOVE YOU FOR YOU NOW AND ALWAYS. I WANT TO SPEND EVERY LAST BREATH OF MY LIFE WITH YOU. DO NOT CONFUSE MY LOVE FOR WHAT OTHERS ARE SAYING IT IS. THE ONLY OTHER PERSON TO KNOW WHAT MY LOVE IS, IS GOD. THAT YOU WILL HAVE TO TAKE ON FAITH. THE ONLY REAL ISSUE HERE IS HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT ME....NOT WHAT YOU THINK I THINK ABOUT YOU AS THE PAST. I AM HERE NOW, I AM REAL NOW, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL. MY FEELINGS ARE REAL AND THE HURT I FEEL IS TOO MUCH TO DO AGAIN.  Our lives are too short to not be happy. We deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I know Ron is part of all of this as well as the last time you planned on choosing him. One day I hope to be as special to you as he is.

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EW1\sargeblh
14 Nov 2010
03:43:56 AM

I don't know what I may have said or done, but I feel like an idiot. I took it for granted that we were ok. I really do not know what to think or do. I can only think that you are having second thoughts about me and your divorce. I guess it wasn't meant to be to... to you. I'm sorry that I am not the one, I'm sorry that I do not have anymore to offer you, there's only me. If I ever am the one for you.... You know where I am. -H

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EW1\sargeblh
13 Nov 2010
11:17:36 PM

I hope you find what you are looking for in you. You know how to reach me. LYA Hasson.

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EW1\berta7
08 Nov 2010
04:09:08 PM

I'm over at Robin's and just wanted to say hi. I'll call you later.-B

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EW1\sargeblh
26 Oct 2010
03:22:44 AM

Well, I guess you are just getting up for work. I'm still trying to get to sleep. I'm thinking about taking a trip to you. The weather is supposed to be crap today. We will see. Have a great day babe. Love Me

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EW1\sargeblh
26 Oct 2010
02:48:11 AM

Hey Babe, It's about 2:45am. I can't sleep again. I just had to say that I love you and I can't wait til we can be together again. It is hard to get you out of my head. I really do miss you and it has only been 3 days. I'll call you when you get off of work today. My Love Forever. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
17 Oct 2010
06:30:56 PM

Hey Babe! Can't wait to start over with you!!! Almost there. Love Your Funny Man.

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EW1\sargeblh
11 Oct 2010
01:42:45 AM

Here it is 1:40am. I find it hard to to sleep, to think, to function without you. I LOVE YOU.

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EW1\sargeblh
07 Oct 2010
12:53:50 AM

Hey Babe.... I really wish i could be there when you get home tonight. I want to go to sleep with you and wake up with you in your new place. Soon I hope. Next time you'll have time to eat me up :-o LUV YA!

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EW1\sargeblh
06 Oct 2010
04:15:38 PM

I'll bring the Barbeque Sauce and a fork........... Oh yeah and me :-9 See Ya shortly.

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EW1\berta7
06 Oct 2010
02:35:45 PM

hey baby sure do miss you......... can't wait to see you. iam gonna eat you up!!!!

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EW1\berta7
06 Oct 2010
02:35:45 PM

hey baby sure do miss you......... can't wait to see you. iam gonna eat you up!!!!

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EW1\sargeblh
05 Oct 2010
02:38:54 AM

Another night without you :-( It's 2:15 am. I should be sleeping, but I can't get you off my mind. I need so bad to hold you close to me again. When I am alone like I am alot of the time, I wonder how I have survived this long without you. I do know in my heart that I was kept alive to live again with you. You are my heart. No One Else could ever make me feel the feelings I have in me for you. ALL I AM IS YOU. G-Nite

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EW1\berta7
03 Oct 2010
01:55:11 PM

I love the songs !!!!!!! the second one was i almost sent to you. can't wait to see you either. all my love......... berta

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EW1\sargeblh
03 Oct 2010
10:52:05 AM

Good Morn Love. It sure was lonely waking up without you today. I really want to snuggle up to you right now. Fall is my favorite time of the year. I want to go walking in the cool air with you. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. I HATE BEING WITHOUT YOU !!! XOXOX

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EW1\sargeblh
02 Oct 2010
11:48:30 PM

Hey Room-me !! Can't wait to spend the rest of my days and nights with you. I already miss you. My Love always. Hasson

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02 Oct 2010
05:57:43 AM

Good Morning Mrs. Lowry :-) I know we just went to sleep. I just wanted to tell you again that I LOVE YOU. I loved our 5 hour conversation on the phone. I'd rather have you whispering in my ear but the phone will do for now. PLEASE DO NOT TALK TO RON WITHOUT SOMEONE THERE WITH YOU. Make sure Tim is there with you today to get your gear from the house. CALL ME SOOOOON !!!! Sweet Dreams My Love Hasson. P.S. Thanks for choosing ME !!! I Promise to GOD and YOU that you will not regret it :-)

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Sep 2010
12:11:05 PM

Please be honest with me and tell me if anything about us concerns you at all. If there is something I do that bothers you or that you do not like. I'll do everything to fix it for you. I do believe that we will have a special wonderful life together. that includes ALL of your children. I want you to be happy with all of this. Give me the chance to prove to you that you have not made a mistake taking a chance on US. I Will be here waiting for your call to talk or to come and get you or for anything else. I Love YOU! I Love YOU! I Love YOU!

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Sep 2010
10:32:39 AM

I have always chosen you and only you. I Love You Too. Hasson.

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EW1\berta
29 Sep 2010
10:16:24 AM

i choose you love b

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EW1\berta
29 Sep 2010
10:10:04 AM

only one man will ever have my heart . that is you . i love u - i love u - i love u b

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Sep 2010
02:12:44 AM

I guess Ron and his family wins again. Now everyone can go back to being happy and content with their lives, now that Roeberta is back where everyone wants her to be. The preacher was the right move for Ron and his father to pull out. It worked. I'm sure they will happy with themselves. Two for one....They get you back and in control again and they get to rip my heart out for a second time in one life time...Pretty good day for the Miracles.. One day you will start thinking for yourself. You know where you can find me.

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Sep 2010
12:39:47 AM

WHAT MORE COULD I POSSIBLY HAVE TO SAY???

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EW1\berta
29 Sep 2010
12:10:56 AM

if you can't write me than would you please call me love b

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EW1\berta
28 Sep 2010
11:56:17 PM

please write me back my heart is broken. love b

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EW1\berta
28 Sep 2010
11:48:22 PM

You don't know how much that means to hear you say that. I will allways love you! -Love B

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EW1\sargeblh
28 Sep 2010
11:41:32 PM

JUST DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. I'LL BE HERE TILL WHENEVER. H-

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EW1\berta
28 Sep 2010
11:13:09 PM

Just to let you know that I have'nt gone home yet and I'm still here at Mary's house waiting for you to write back. I want to know your feelings. Love B

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EW1\berta
28 Sep 2010
10:57:50 PM

You remember when we talked a while ago and you said you would wait for me. This is one time I need to to wait. I owe it to myself and my family to try to see if my marriage if saveable. I talked with my preacher today, and I see my whole family falling apart. I'm so worried about Jacob and how all of this is affecting him. Its hurting him more then you know. He is at a very bad age to be going thru all of this and I don't want this to affect him in anyway. You know just like how you were trying to save your marriage for little Mia. I have to be able to say that I tried to make things work. I am so emotional right now that I knew that there was no way I would be able to talk to you on the phone. That is why I am writing this. I do not want to see you hurt in any way but I have to do this. You told me that you loved me with everything and that you would do anything for me. Well I need you to be strong and do this for me. I just want you to know that I really do love you and allways will. But this is what I have to do. Love Berta

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EW1\sargeblh
27 Sep 2010
07:01:20 PM

Hey Babe, This has been a long day. I had to stop to do my reports. I'm at the Outback House. I just finished. I just wanted to say that I misssssssssss YOUUUUUU !! I can't do this long distance crao either. Can't wait until i'm close to you. Hope I talk to you tonight while i'm driving. I will not get home until 1:30 am. This sucks. So do I. :-9

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EW1\sargeblh
25 Sep 2010
10:32:38 PM

Hey My Love. I just want you to know.....YOU are a VERY SPECIAL WOMAN. You are a gift from GOD. Do not ever let anyone make you think differently. From this point on there is nothing for you to worry about. I will help with everything. You do not need to worry about what he is thinking anymore. IT DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE. YOU AND I ARE WHAT MATTERS. I am so proud of the way you have handled all of this by yourself to this point. You have done a better job than I. Now it is my turn to take the burden from your shoulders. That is what I'm here for. To help the one I love. ALL of these events and heartaches were all meant to lead US back to each other. It was all a test. WE WERE MEANT TO BE. WE WERE ALWAYS TO BE WITH EACH OTHER. WE WERE JUST TOO YOUNG TO KNOW THIS 30 YEARS AGO. Now I know you know in your heart that I AM THE ONE that you have been waiting for to protect you, to share with you, to hold you and to love you the way you were meant to be loved. I hate being away from you again. I find it hard to breathe. Every breath I take makes my heart hurt. It is an old hurt. One I do not like feeling. WE ARE MEANT TO BE. NO ONE ELSE MATTERS. I love you and I will be with you very soon. MY LOVE, MY LIFE FOREVER. Your Husband Hasson.

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EW1\berta
25 Sep 2010
04:21:25 PM

hey babe - missing you very much !!!!!!!!!! going through alot today. wish i was in your arms. have a nice trip. love you b

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EW1\sargeblh
22 Sep 2010
06:10:50 AM

Good Morning My Love. I can't wait until I can just roll over and tell you Good Morning :-). I can't wait until we can start our life together without the external issues. We both deserve to be happy. I guess this way will have to do for now :-(.    I'll see you soon. Love- H

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EW1\sargeblh
22 Sep 2010
02:15:44 AM

Hey Berta, you really need to be careful with this situation. I just had one of the investigators inform me about a situation here is Cincinnati of a husband who out of nowhere strangled his wife to death because she was leaving him for her boy friend. He is using "Drinking alot of Caffeine" as his defense for his behavior. PLEASE PLEASE be very careful. Do not let your guard down. No matter how much you think you may know him, you do not know how he is really feeling. I do not want to lose you to that or anything else. I finally found you again and I do not want to lose you. My Love Forever. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
21 Sep 2010
10:51:47 PM

Hey Berta, This not talking to you for days is CRAAAZY !! .You are like a drug. I need my fix NOW. Oh well I'll get over it for now. I'll write back in a bit. I've got my reports to do. Love you MFW H-

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EW1\sargeblh
20 Sep 2010
04:57:28 PM

Hello Sweetheart, Just stopped by to let you know I'm thinking about you and hoping all is well where you are at. ;-p. I'm just finishing work for today. I know I will not hear from you for a few days, which will be a life time for me, so I'll just keep talking to this board. I love You Madly. See Ya At the R. Love B-

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EW1\sargeblh
20 Sep 2010
06:25:43 AM

Good morning Love! Hope you slept good. Call me when you get a chance. Love H-.

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EW1\sargeblh
20 Sep 2010
02:41:09 AM

I guess you are asleep. Sweet dreams. I'll call you tomorrow. Love H-.

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EW1\sargeblh
19 Sep 2010
08:04:51 PM

I know you will. I just wanted to let you know where my heart is. Love H-

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EW1\berta
19 Sep 2010
08:01:29 PM

Oh that is cute !!!. You know I will one day. Love B-

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EW1\sargeblh
19 Sep 2010
04:11:24 PM

They say a picture says a thousand words.....

Well Berta this one just says 4

 :-)

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EW1\sargeblh
19 Sep 2010
04:20:51 AM

Berta, You do not know how much more I LOVE YOU right at this moment. I never thought I could love you more than I do. But tonight you showed me the love that I never had and the love that I have been waiting for my entire life. The love that you have in your heart for me means more to me than anything physical. I Love YOU and only you. Now and Forever. G-Nite Berta .

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EW1\berta
18 Sep 2010
04:01:16 PM

I want you to listen to "OMG" by Usher. I was listening to it on my way back to Ohio. Love B-

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EW1\sargeblh
18 Sep 2010
03:48:11 PM

Hey Berta, It's only been a few hours and it seems like it's been several days. Remember I am only a phone call away if things do not workout the way you want it. My heart is on Pause until you are back in my arms again. My Love Forever. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
16 Sep 2010
03:03:10 AM

Hey Babe, I just couldn't go to sleep without telling you I love you and I want you to know that all of this drama will be Happiness very soon for the two of us. It broke my heart to see you so stressed out today. I promise you that all of this will pass. The tailgate was fun :~)

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EW1\sargeblh
12 Sep 2010
05:36:56 PM

Hello Babe. Not a moment goes by without you in my head and heart. One day I'll be able to whisper this in your ear and follow it with a kiss. :~) I Love You

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EW1\sargeblh
11 Sep 2010
11:17:57 AM

Hey Babe !!! I hope you had a great fun night. I wish I could have been there with you but it is business as usual. Mia Say Hello! Can't wait to see you again. Tell Heather Hello for me too! Love Ya.

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EW1\sargeblh
10 Sep 2010
06:50:32 AM

Hey, just wondering if you could possibly even imagine HOW MUCH I MISS YOU????? I GO CRAZY Thinking about your eyes. You just don't know. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
10 Sep 2010
04:18:21 AM

Hey Berta! As you can see I just now finished my work. Oh these are going to be some long nights. but it is worth every sleepless hour. I hope you are having dreams of us. Now it's my turn to sleep. I've got to get up in 4 hours to start over again. My Love for Ever. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
09 Sep 2010
12:31:12 PM

Hello Babe! I just had you on my mind all throughout this boring meeting today. Just missing you MUCH. To much than one person should miss someone. I just want to look into those beautiful eyes again. Can't wait until I see you again. See you soon.. Love You B- H-

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EW1\sargeblh
09 Sep 2010
02:48:56 AM

Just wanted to say goodnight to you. Be careful going to your mom's. See you soon! XOXOXO !

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EW1\sargeblh
08 Sep 2010
08:59:49 PM

Berta, I've got you a phone on my service as I did for Heather. I'll take it to your mom's house today. Your Cell number is 740-438-4466. I've programmed in my numbers, your mom's, Heather's and Robin's. Love You. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
08 Sep 2010
12:57:04 AM

Good night Berta. |-,

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EW1\sargeblh
07 Sep 2010
09:08:57 PM

Was She serious about the modular property? The realtor is already calling me on that. the only reason I considered it was the 16 acres of land. I do not know about the condition the place is. I will probably need to see it before making a decision on it. Was robin looking at this before I started looking?

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EW1\sargeblh
07 Sep 2010
02:54:16 AM

As you can see...... you are always here. I promise I'll try to make every sunset more special than the last. Love You.

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EW1\sargeblh
06 Sep 2010
10:55:54 PM

Can't wait to see you. I feel better knowing you feel the same. I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and I'll see you when you come down. I'm always listening to our songs. Be careful. Goodnight My Love. Dream about us. H-

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EW1\berta
06 Sep 2010
10:01:02 PM

I don't think you're moving too fast. We are not getting any younger. Life is too short. The way I feel about you I have never felt in my life. The only thing I'm doing right now is trying to get Jacob straighten around. I'm coming into Kentucky sometime Thursday. I won't probably get with you til Friday. Keep listening to our songs. love and miss you, B

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EW1\sargeblh
06 Sep 2010
08:36:19 PM

Hey Berta, Well i'm back here from dropping Mia off at her mom's. I'm just grilling out the steaks and cabbage. I'm just practicing for our dinners together. You don't know what you are missing. I'll be back here later. XOXOXO !!!

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EW1\sargeblh
06 Sep 2010
02:22:52 AM

Hey Sweetheart, I think it is time for me to get some sleep. i just finished again watching the Time Traveler's Wife again. Nothing else was on. I don't know what draws me to that movie. it just does. I really find it hard to sleep anymore. Well I never really slept that much to begin with, but I've averaged about 3 hours of sleep a night since this all started. I'm just as scared as you. not because I do not want this, it is that I have not been this close to real love in so long ... I just do not know how to think. I've been in the mode of never thinking that I would love like this again. Sometimes it feels like this is a dream and I'm going to wake up soon. I guess that is why I do not want to sleep. Goodnight Sweetheart

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EW1\sargeblh
06 Sep 2010
12:36:58 AM

Got Mia to bed. Just sitting here thinking about you and us. As I was looking through the rental ad's I couldn't help but get excited and then kind of hesitant. I just keep thinking that I'm moving on this too soon. I really need your true honest feeling about all of this. I will understand if you want to be by yourself for awhile. I can always get an apartment up there so we can get to know each other again. I just want to do this the right way for you. I know it is the right thing for me. I want you to be happy with all of this. I want you to be happy with me. I'll love you no matter what you decision. My Love Always H-

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EW1\sargeblh
05 Sep 2010
09:50:53 PM

Just thought I'd look around. Click on the links below.

http://www.realestateshows.com/flyer.php?id=483518

http://listings.listhub.net/pages/NEOHREXOH/3167447/?channel=hotpads

http://www.postlets.com/rts/4230496

http://listings.listhub.net/pages/NEOHREXOH/3098818/?channel=hotpads

http://reallivingher.propertyware.com/rentals.html?uid=51609658

Love You B-

H-

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EW1\sargeblh
05 Sep 2010
01:11:12 PM

Berta, I've been up all night trying to figure out a away to be with you and you not to be away from Jacob. well I've applied for several positions in and around Zanesville (:-p). If you are serious about us, I'll make the move to get closer to you at least until you can figure out away to move away from there. ONLY if you want this. What do you think? Is it stupid or what? H-

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EW1\sargeblh
05 Sep 2010
11:13:58 AM

I'm listening all the time. I'm just imagining that you are right next to me. That gets me through my days without you. Talk with you soon. Love H

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EW1\berta
05 Sep 2010
09:25:30 AM

I' missing you. Listen to our songs. Love, B

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EW1\sargeblh
05 Sep 2010
01:47:14 AM

hello again, Just lying here thinking about you. Trying to remember how you felt and the scent of your perfume that still lingers in my memory. I make it sound like you have been away for months. That is the way it feels to me. I'm learning how to deal with this. I try to stay very busy. Right now that is not working. Miss you

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EW1\sargeblh
04 Sep 2010
11:35:02 PM

Hey. how are you doing? The stars are beautiful tonight. It is pretty cool out here . I tried to take a dip in the pool. TOOOO cold. Mia is finally asleep. Now it is just me and this board and missing you. When you are here I feel so much more relaxed. When you are gone I'm lost upstairs. I've realized that you are my other half and I'm nothing without you.

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EW1\sargeblh
04 Sep 2010
07:59:43 PM

Sweetheart, I know it was because of Jacob. I have no problems with that at all. I just miss you so much. I knew from the beginning that your son is priority which makes that my priority as well. I promised you that I will make you happy. And I will. I just miss you too much. I can't wait to see you again. Please be careful. Don't forget to call those people Tuesday. Hope to hear from you soon. I'll be up all night. I LOVE YOU BERTA. PS- No need to be sorry. About the other night. That is bound to happen again. It is just the past. LY4E.Hasson

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EW1\berta
04 Sep 2010
01:18:24 PM

I just want to say I love you. I'm sorry about everything we talked about. I just had to come back because of Jacob. I hope you understand. I miss you. I will talk to you soon. Love,B

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EW1\sargeblh
04 Sep 2010
02:44:50 AM

Berta, I'm sorry if I seemed alittle distant tonight. I always get this nasty feeling in my stomach when you leave. It is the same feeling I had back then. Honestly the conversation we were having with Tracey the  other night, unfortunately took me to a point in my life that I thought I had gotten over. Well I guess I still haven't got over it. After all of these years, I thought I knew all the details, but I guess I was all wrong about everything. I'm an idiot. I will get over this feeling. I will be waiting here for you. If you come back to me I'll promise you a better future for both of us. If you do not, well you know where I'll be. I will always and forever love you Berta. I will never have a love like this for anyone. I will never love any other than you. I'll be here waiting. Love Hasson.

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EW1\sargeblh
02 Sep 2010
04:47:54 AM

Hey Babe, Just getting ready for battle and wanted to say good morning to you. After our talk last night I just can't stop thinking of the things you had to deal with. remember, that NONE OF THAT was payback to you. Any one who would do those things to you and treat you like that is just plain and simple a low life loser. I can promise you nothing but happiness from this point on. I only hope that I can help you forget the past and learn how to love and trust again. Again you are not alone any more as I am not alone any more. I DO LOVE YOU MY FUTURE WIFE. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
01 Sep 2010
12:26:25 PM

Berta, I'm just sitting here working and thinking about you. I know I just left you, but I have never been so completely happy now that you are here. I haven't been this close and intimate with anyone for so long it hurt. Now the pain has gone. I'm also looking forward to starting my life again with you. Everything will workout one way or the other. But it will work. Can't wait to see you again soon. ML4E !!! H-

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EW1\berta
30 Aug 2010
03:27:48 PM

Just sitting here thinking of you. I can't wait to start our life together. This has been a long time coming. I know in my heart you complete me. I just want to feel you next to me. Miss you much!xoxoxo!!!Love,Berta.

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Aug 2010
11:41:41 PM

I've finished my work. I'm trying not to think the worse. I hope you are ok. I'm watching a movie called the Time Traveler's Wife. That is how I've feel about you, about us. I just hope the ending is better for us. I will stay. I love you Berta. I'm Here Waiting Forever, Hasson.

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Aug 2010
10:34:06 PM

I'm sitting outside by the pool looking at the stars. Wondering where you are, What you are thinking, Hoping you are not scared. I will not sleep until you tell me that you are ok. I'll be waiting.

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Aug 2010
08:29:04 PM

Berta, I can only imagine what is going through your mind right. It may seem like you are alone up there. you are not. I made a promise to you that you would never ever be made to feel less than the beautiful woman that you are. we are in this together. It was going to come to this eventually. Just try to keep this thought in your mind. Nobody but nobody has anything to say about your decision. NOBODY. This moment in time is just that. A moment that is going to happen whether the people to be have a problem with it or not. Please be careful and do not allow anyone to talk you into a meeting alone with him. Please have someone with you at all times. If he has an issue with that , then something is not right and that is not safe. PLEASE .... if you feel like you are being bullied or intimidated in any way, let me know ASAP and I will come and get you now. All of the legal procedures can be done from down here. I am here to stay and here to keep you safe Berta. I love you and I will always be here and there when you need me. Please call me when you can. Love Hasson

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EW1\sargeblh
29 Aug 2010
04:57:24 PM

Berta, you are "My Girl" . I had so much fun with you, It is hard not to just come up there and just Stay. I'm looking forward to the day we can Stay, and just have fun the rest of our lives. Remember I am here when you need to go. I'm hoping you will call soon. I'm hoping all is ok after our conversation was cut short by him. I'll be here when you call. My Love Forever. H-

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EW1\sargeblh
28 Aug 2010
11:07:34 AM

Good morning Sweets. Didn't get much sleep. WONDER WHY?????? Hope to see you again. Had a great time lastnight. I love and miss you so much. See You SOON ! LY4E H-

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EW1\sargeblh
27 Aug 2010
03:49:45 AM

Berta, I can't go to sleep without telling you ....I LOVE YOU !!! Can't wait to be near you again. This time we will "STAY". G-nite.

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EW1\sargeblh
26 Aug 2010
01:55:24 PM

Ok, I'll download them when I get home. Love Ya

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EW1\sargeblh
26 Aug 2010
12:35:07 AM

Berta, Just want to say goodnight to you. I hope to get enough sleep to dream about you. I'm glad to know that you have a friend down there who cares alot about you. I guess I'll have to prove to her that my intentions are purely honorable ;-). I do not mind. She is concerned about you. Well I All I can tell her is that I've Loved and missed you for so many years, that I had never given up on finding you again. Never did i think we would be talking to each other much less seeing each other. My only concern is that you are happy. well I'll try to sleep. I just wanted to thank you for getting that tune stuck in my head. :-O. Goodnight Berta

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EW1\berta
25 Aug 2010
11:17:11 PM

I've been listening to alot of music to pass the time. I found a couple of songs for you to listen to. The first one is When You Have A Good Thing by Lady Antebellum. The other one is Stay by Miley Cyrus.talk to ya soon.Love you much!

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EW1\sargeblh
25 Aug 2010
11:13:59 PM

Hey Sweetheart, That's good that he had a good day. Well, today started out ok, but toward the end crap just hit the fan. With my partners really trying their best to get me to walkout of the contract without them buying me out. Then Linda giving me all sorts of crap for expediting this divorce. Well she was just pissed that I showed up when she wasn't expecting me the other day. I don't know what her complaint is. She gets everything. Well she already has everything. She seemed happier when she was around her internet friend, until I pulled up. She just wants to prove to her family that It was because of me and my job that we are divorcing. I already told her that she can tell them whatever she wants. If making me look like the bad guy save face with her family then so be it. I've gotten used to being the fall guy for people. I'm sure this will not be the last time. Well so much for that. I did call my attorney tonight to tell him to serve the papers tomorrow. Once they are signed then to file them with the courts. He said that he do what he can. So this chapter in my life will be closed. Mia is the only part that will stay open. I'll be back here in a bit. Got to do my reports. See Ya .LY4E

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EW1\berta
25 Aug 2010
04:44:50 PM

Jacob had a great day. Thank you for the money(I didn't know it was from you at first). I miss you so much. Love ya! talk to you later.

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EW1\sargeblh
25 Aug 2010
08:27:48 AM

Good morning Berta. I know you are getting jacob ready for school. Hope everything turns out ok today. I've got a busy travel day myself. I'll be back here shortly. Talk to you then. LY4E XoXo

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EW1\sargeblh
24 Aug 2010
09:23:25 PM

You know what ???? Who cares. now that I think about it, it sounds like he is doing what he did back then. Coming to his son's rescue. Please don't let it bother you Berta. they can say and wish all they want. Just as long as you still love me, nothing else other than your son matters. Wish I could hear your voice rather than pecking on this keyboard. I'll be back in a bit. LY4E

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EW1\sargeblh
24 Aug 2010
07:42:20 PM

Why the hell his father is trying to contact me is useless. He has nothing to say to me as far as I'm still breathing.

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EW1\sargeblh
24 Aug 2010
07:30:22 PM

One hint.....Not Ron.

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EW1\sargeblh
24 Aug 2010
07:27:24 PM

Looks like someone wanted to be my friend as I was deleting my facebook account. Can you guess who ???

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EW1\sargeblh
24 Aug 2010
04:14:27 PM

Hey Sweets, I'm sitting here taking a breather from working. I'm listening to that song you told me to download. It is us. I want you to know, when the time comes to take that next step, we can take it as slow as you want to. I do not want to take you away to the other-side of the world (yet :-o), but I do want to take you to a sunny beach to relax and have fun. We could call that our first real date. When this does happen, we have the rest of our life to start to enjoy life (preferably with each other). I want to feel like how we felt just sitting on the hill enjoying the silence. No Pressure, no expectations, no crap of anyone. If there was anyone I was Ready to Love Again with it was always going to be you. Looking forward to cooking you dinner again, maybe by the ocean :-). Got to go for now. ..............My Love Forever !!! H&B

 
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EW1\sargeblh
 
24 Aug 2010
 
04:01:16 AM

P.S. I sent robin the link with her login to her Journal page. you can use your login to open her journal. I also deleted all connections to Facebook. G-Nite.

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24 Aug 2010
03:56:50 AM

Berta, i love the song. It describes us both. I know you think i don't.....but I do know what you are going through. That is why I cannot sleep. I try hard to keep myself buried in my work to deaden the feeling and the thoughts of what you are going through. I just can't wait to take you away and be with you finally, hold you close to me and kiss you again. these are feelings that I have only felt once in my life and that is when I first met you. Only YOU. Always Only YOU. Goodnight Sweetheart. I LOVE YOU TRULY XOXOXO

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23 Aug 2010
02:19:42 PM

I hope you love my song that i told you to look up . miss you so much and can't wait to see you again berta ..... .........I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SEE YOU SOON...........

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23 Aug 2010
12:57:20 AM

Berta , I wish I could just disappear and just leave everyone behind. I am tire of trying to prove myself to everyone. Trying to make sure everyone is taken care of and comfortable. I only want to do the for one person and one person only. I will wait until you are absolutely ready to take that first step. No matter how long it takes. I'm done with the drama from BOTH sides. I just want to be happy and making someone else happy as well. YOU ! I promise that. Take all the time you need. I'll be here forever waiting. G-Nite.

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22 Aug 2010
02:50:55 AM

SO MUCH FOR MY LAST STATEMENT. IM THE PATHETIC COWARD THAT HAS MADE A PERFECTLY HAPPY MARRIAGE BAD SINCE I CAME AROUND. I JUST LOVE BEING THE ESCAPE GOAT AND PUNCHING BAG FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S MISERIES. WELL WHO ARE YOUR GIRLS GOING TO BLAME WHEN I'M IN NEVADA 1500 MILES AWAY ?????? I WILL NOT ALLOW SOMEONE WHO KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT ME ATTEMPT TO MAKE ME FEEL LESS ABOUT MYSELF. I'VE DEALT WITH THAT FOR THE LAST 30 YEARS. NOT ONE MORE DAY OF THIS CRAP.

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21 Aug 2010
04:53:11 PM

Just to prove to you how much I'm willing to sacrifice for you, I will go as far as moving to Zanesville to keep you close to your family members and your son. I'll get over my feelings with Zanesville if it means being with my Berta again. I'll find someway of moving my business or just selling it off and find a job in that area. Please think about it. XOXO

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21 Aug 2010
04:28:13 PM

Hello Sweetheart. I was tempted on driving up there to go to the fair with Mia. I really need you. More than you'll ever know. I am going to do everything in my power to get you back Berta. I am not going to make the same mistake I did 30 years ago. I will figure out away to make you and all concerned happy. But most importantly to make you happy. Just please don't expect me to just sit back and let us fade apart again. I do not see a future of us being apart. you love me and you know I would give my life for you if you needed a part of my body to keep you alive. hopefully it won't come to that. I want to grow old with you and do my best to make you a very happy woman. You deserve that and so do I. We have waited too F#$kin long to be happy. I LOVE YOU AND YOU ONLY. The first chance I get I want to make you my wife, ONLY after you have convinced yourself that you are ready to let me in your life again. I really do not see me with anyone other than you. I promise you that I will make you happy for the rest of your life. You are the most important thing in my life. Nothing else matters. YOU DO COMPLETE ME. If you could only feel what I have been feeling inside since you have got into my heart and my life. It is absolutely scaring the hell out of me. The time I have felt like this was when I pulled next to you in my car a gave you my first kiss. I feel as if I have first laid eyes on you again. Please come back to me !!! I am the only one for you. the others were just sad substitutes. I'll do anything to make us work. Your future husband and best friend. Hasson and Berta Lowry XOXOX

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21 Aug 2010
10:55:40 AM

Well the was real. Those people were here for 40 minute looking over the house and the land. The realtor said that they are really interested and she will let me know Monday about their decision. Oh Joy... :~p

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21 Aug 2010
04:27:59 AM

Hey Sweetheart, Still up. Just finished cleaning up this place for the showing. They will be here at 10:00 am. I could have used your help. We could have been done by 2:00 am.........Naaaaahhhhhh. We would not have even started. :-) We'd be otherwise engaged :-). I hope I can talk to you soon. I'm going stir crazy talking to myself here. XOXOXOX G-Nite.

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21 Aug 2010
12:57:14 AM

I'm just wondering what you are doing right now. I wish we were down at your mom's getting ate up by mosquitos. I'd even settle for that, if it meant i would see you again. I've got much to say to you. I just can't do on this page. Right now I'm still doing my reports. I can't quite get the motivation to work tonight. i've got to straighten this room up for tomorrow house showing. Not looking forward to that at all. Well I'm going to finish these reports and straighten up a bit. I'll try not to wake Mia up. she laying here with her head on my lapt sleeping. I'll get back on here before I call it a night. Talk to you in a bit. K&B's :-9

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20 Aug 2010
07:21:57 PM

Well the time is coming near. Tomorrow the realtor is showing my house to three different couples. I really need to find a place for me now. I also walked in on Linda and her internet friend. It has gone from the internet to in person. I don't think she was expecting me to show up down there. Mia just said "that's mommy's internet friend" I guess she is moving on with life now that she knows I filed for the divorce. I seriously doubt this is the first time. Really who cares. I hope you ok tonight. Wish I was with you. I miss sitting on the hill with you. I need that peace again. Only with you.

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20 Aug 2010
04:09:09 PM

God Berta I was at one of my client's today and song I need you now was playing in the office. I'm hooked on you. It's going to be hard to stay away with all of these reminders of you ;-(

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19 Aug 2010
04:14:01 PM

Wish You Were On The Other End Of This :-(

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19 Aug 2010
12:36:09 PM

Hey Berta, Stopped by to say Hello. Just wondering if you are thinking about me. I'm sitting here at the office listening to our songs while I try to listen to the clients whine about their problems. I can't wait to just leave and disappear. I when you asked me why it was so hard to look at you when we were together.......well I was just afraid if I looked too much you would disappear. Now I wish I never took my eyes off of you. I've got that sick feeling that I may never get to see you again. Life cannot be that cruel this many times. Sorry .....I'm doing it again. I'll be back here tonight to talk more. I hope you are somehow hearing me..... ILY

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19 Aug 2010
05:53:47 AM

Berta, Just a little thought to you before I finally get some sleep. I just finished updating this website for us. I started at about 7:00pm. Well as you can see I just finished and it is 5:49am. As someone I know says ...... " This is CRAZY!!!" Yes it is. I hope you are doing ok. All I can think about is what you are dreaming about at this moment. It is enough to drive me into a wall. I'm already crazy....so I can't drive there. So it will just be a wall. Sweet Dreams Berta. H-

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18 Aug 2010
01:59:08 AM

I Love You Berta. Hasson